Angela Still is an ex-Los Angeleno now living back in her birth state of Georgia. She’s working towards her MFA in Creative Writing and revising her first novel, a story about, love, revenge, and magic.
GLAMLOVE: Adam Lambert, What Have You Done to Me? by Angela Still
Every day at 3:30, I eagerly make my way over to my email account and sign in with bated breath. Well, not on Saturday and Sunday, because those days I’m not trapped in front of a computer, so the times I mosey on over to google vary. Trust me, though, I still go. Every day. Seven days a week. Why, you ask? I have to check my Adam Lambert google alert.
For those of you who aren’t familiar with google alerts, it is a service provided for free by google wherein you give them a phrase, and once a day they send you updates on any news that has been posted on the internet about your phrase. It can be a little incomplete sometimes, but it stills serves as a great springboard for all the current news, and in this case, gossip.
Oh, Adam. Adam, Adam, Adam. What have you done to me? I admit, I’ve always had a weakness for make-up wearing femme boys in bands, and if they happened to be amazing singers, all the better. It started when I was just a wee lass with KISS. At the age of eight, I was pretty certain I was going to marry Paul Stanley. Later, this became a slew of now-embarrassing 80s bands (Poison, anyone?) and their singers. I also went through a pretty serious Bowie phase at this time, and the concept of androgyny took over. At one point, I was seriously considering a sex change operation, but just decided to cut off all my hair and wear combat boots instead.
But, see, here’s the thing. All this happened in my teens. Ok, some of it happened in my early 20s. Either way, these were appropriate times for this sort of thing. But I am now a slightly chubby, forty-year-old corporate drone. I should not be spending significant portions of my day worrying about you, Adam Lambert. I should have more important things to do.
But worry I do. When I first saw you in the lobby of the Hilton Garden Inn (let’s just let it slide for now that I spent hundreds of dollars and flew to Maine to see you perform for twenty minutes on the American Idol tour, shall we?) and you seemed so angry, and sick, and sweaty, and basically so miserable that me and a friend nicknamed you the Black Cloud of Doom, I spent the rest of the evening following you on Twitter, wondering how someone so intensely intense just moments before could be sitting in a room maybe only a few doors away tweeting like everything was fine. You had the flu. You were away from home. You were tired. You missed your boyfriend. I wanted to find you and bake cookies for you. I wanted to rub your feet. I wanted to wrap you in a blanket and feed you veggie broth.
And then you broke up with your boyfriend. I felt so sad for you. I had never really liked that boy (he’s a smoker-yuck), but the two of you had weathered the American Idol storm together, the lengthy tour separation, you looked so happy in your photos together. How were you handling it? Did your evil record company make you do it? Was it just a ploy so that the fantasy of Adam Lambert, rock star extraordinaire, wouldn’t be tainted in the minds of all those young girls who didn’t quite have a real grasp on what your being a gay man really meant just yet? I wasn’t sure, but when you released a statement just a few days later that the two of you were still friends, and that you were fine, I couldn’t have been more relieved. All the images of you curled up in the fetal position, wondering how you would ever survive without him, promptly left my mind. A New Adam, stronger, wiser, ready to face the world on his own, took Sad Adam’s place. All was well.
And then. The AMAs. Oh, Adam.
Personally, I didn’t mind that boy’s face in your crotch. I’ve been crossing my fingers behind my back since day one that an Adam Lambert sex tape would surface. The kiss between you and Tommy would have been hot if it didn’t look like you’d nearly ripped his face off. I was a little concerned that you seemed so angry, but hey, you were singing a song about S&M, so I let it slide.
But then ABC was so mean to you. And so were a lot of others. I was in a constant state of unrest throughout this ordeal. The google alerts were not enough. I spent hours scouring the internet for information. I was worried about your career. Would your Idol-based fan desert you like Dick Clark had? Would you end up working in a karaoke bar somewhere in LA, doing the Adam Lambert show Tuesdays and Thursday nights, then waiting tables the rest of the week? (I actually dreamed this very thing. I woke up clutching my sheets to my chin.) Of course, I should not have worried. The rest of your fans are as crazy about you as I am.
The most important thing that came out of the AMA scandal, for me anyway, was the tidbit that your mother is now working for you. The relief this bit of news granted me was immense. Your mom, lovingly known as Mombert by those of us who love you, is on the scene. She’s in LA, she’s your employee, she’s helping you keep it real. I am smiling, even as I type this. All hail the Mombert!
What this relief does is free me up to have proper rock star fantasies about you. Well, proper in context, anyway. You know, the ones where we are BFFs. We shop, we drink, we travel. We cry over boys, giggle over hot girls. We paint each others’ nails black or silver or turquoise. We attend premiers together, wearing outfits that would make Lady Gaga weep with envy, we go out dancing and shake our leather clad booties. Well, you do. I’m vegan. Anyway. At one of your shows, you reveal that you have been secretly rehearsing “You’re My Best Friend” by Queen, just so you can sing it to me. Did I mention it is my birthday that night?
So I suppose my point is this—I am in love with Adam Lambert. In an older sister but not quite kind of way (I would still watch the sex tape, don’t forget). I spend a lot of time, how much we won’t get into, thinking about him. He is a rock star. He’s gay. He’s thirteen years younger and about 3,000 physical miles and about 1,000,000 philosophical miles away from me. I will probably never get closer to him than I did that day in the lobby of the Hilton Garden Inn, and if I did, I’d probably be too shy to speak to him, just like that day in the Hilton Garden Inn. I love Adam Lambert. I am a forty year old, full grown woman, and I will not apologize.
P.S. And what’s up with this Tommy? He’s straight, yet he’s been caught on tape giving you kisses and practically sitting in your lap. He better not be leading you on. I just hope Mombert is keeping an eye on things.
(photos: justjared.buzznet.com; starsjournal.com)
[…] February 2, 2010 by barbarafriendish Further hilarity from Goddess of Slush Angela Still on Celebrities in Disgrace: “GLAMLOVE: Adam Lambert, What Have You Done to Me?”. […]
Hi barbarafriendish:
Yep, we’re happy to have Anglea back on the blog–
For those seeking more LOL Angela, see her story FANGIRL on our StarLit. page–
Thanks from a fellow Angela fan–
Elizabeth
WONDERFUL article Angela!!! What has he done to you–and me, and thousands of other women all over the world–indeed!
Thanks Snowangel and just wanted to chime in that I agree–
Angela, feel free to enter into the fray here!
Cheers to Snowangel (love that avatar)–
ELizabeth
Theresa/canada suggests:
My dear… use some sort of spelling or grammar program. It is not ‘baited’ breath but it is ‘bated’ breath. If I’m not sure of a word, I just type it into google and Voila! there is the correct spelling…Good luck with your career.
Theresa/canada– Oops– ‘my bad’– I should have caught that misspelling when going over Angela’s copy. Not the writer but the editor should catch those last errors. But I have corrected it now– ‘bated’ it is– cheers from the USA– Elizabeth
wow, this was one fun post, i laughed and also i related so much, not a lambert fan myself but i’ve felt drawn to certain stars in that over the top way and angela really captures it all, thanks from livvy
Hi Livvy–
Always good to hear from you and I agree–
while not a big Adam fan, I could still totally relate to Angela’s fascination because she captures it so vividly–
Blog Readers, check out the StarLit. page for a poem by LIVVY as well as for Angela’s fiction, FANGIRL–
Elizabeth
THIS PACKS A PUNCH.
I CAN RELATE TO IT *MORE THAN I CAN SAY*
LIKE HEARING IT ALL HERE AND THE PICS TOO
ANTISTAR
Antistar: Glad this post hit home for you–
yep, the pics are fun and some may have noticed that Angela is ‘channelling her inner Adam’ in her author photo!
Angela…If you aren’t already listening to Semi-Precious Weapons…do so at ONCE! ~Rach
Angela, good suggestion here and I’d always listen to Rachel!
Besides, how great a group name is Semi-Precious Weapons??
Thanks Rach!
Haven’t heard these guys yet, but I’ve seen them. Will have to get on this at once. Though I don’t really need another obsession …
BTW, Adam posted on his twitter today that he saw SPW at the Roxy in LA last night! (Yes, I check his twitter obsessively, too.)
Hi all! Thanks for the comments. I’m glad to know I’m not the only one who gets hung-up on these celebs. Snowangel and antiSTAR, maybe we need to start some sort of Glambert support group. Ha!
Livvy, I loved your poem!! Thanks for reading this bit of fluff.
As for the mis-spelling … my apologies, Elizabeth! I am bad about writing things phonetically when zooming along at the word processor. And as you know, it is sometimes hard to “see” your work with fresh eyes after so long looking at the same story.
Hi Angela–
Good to hear from you and a Glambert Support Group is a fine idea–
No prob at all on the spelling; honestly I don’t think I would have caught that particular word– But the spirit of the piece is all perfect!
And yes, for sure You Are Not Alone here on the blog in getting hung up on these darn celeb.s– yep, we are going to look into Semi-Precious Weapons too ASAP–
Thanxx for the GlamLove on the blog– Elizabeth
Wow, I wonder if Adam is going to see my Tweets about this post–
I think he’d appreciate the GlamLove– E.
I can’t even contemplate that, or I might explode!
thanks for reading the poem and i like your fangirl story too.
Thanks, Livvy! “Fangirl” came from a combo of this obsession with Adam, the story about the woman who broke into Britney Spears’s home, and Gaga’s song “Paparazzi.” I think you’ve nothing to fear … celebrities will always behave badly!
Angela, as the friend who sat with you in the lobby of the Hilton, and as a fellow Glambert-lover and overall obsessed Adam-maniac, this blog sums up everything about him and our feelings for him perfectly. The whole thing is so overwhelming I couldn’t begin to put it into words, so I’m glad you could and did, with pizazz and honesty! Glambert-Love Forever! -Erin
Hello, fello Glamlover! Thanks for hopping over here and reading this. Maybe my next blog will be about our experience in chasing down the BCoD. Love ya!
Hi Glamberg:
Great to see a character from this vivid Post come to life in the comments; thanks for reading and for helping Angela’s Adam obsession along the way– Great description of Angela’s post:
‘pizazz and honesty’–
Elizabeth
Thanks for the astute post, Angela.
Just throwing this out …
American Idol is the third death of Music…
The second death being MTV, and before that, lyric sheets in vinyl albums.
All the same …
Lord of Thunder
And Rock ‘n’ Roll
The spell you’re under
Will slowly rob you of your living soul
!!! Cue air guitar cadenza !!!
& thanks for the astute comment, Litotes–
impressive recall of 30 year-old KISS lyrics.
I too am leery of American Idol etc– ‘but still,’ Angela Still makes me feel the lure of Lambert…
Hi there, litotes,
Props on the KISS lyrics! Very nice. I actually have never watched even one episode of American Idol, ironically enough, mainly because I thought (and still think) the whole idea of the show is sort of lame. I come from the very punk rock/metal background of getting out there and selling your CDs out of the trunk until someone signs you, though I think this going the way of the dodo now. I somehow got drawn into the Glambert world just as the show was winding down. It is a testament to his amazing talent, I think. It’s always a weird little jolt for me when I am reminded that he came out of Idol.
And now, I will answer your KISS lyrics with my own, all related to Adam, of course.
Anything for my baby,
I would steal,
Anything for my baby,
I’d wheel and deal,
Anything for my baby,
Crawl or kneel,
Anything for my baby
*insert loud guitars here*
Thanks so much for reading and commenting!
“I should not be spending significant portions of my day worrying about you, Adam Lambert. I should have more important things to do.”
Angela you are not alone on this. “What has he done to you & me, and thousands of other women all over the world? “I spend many hours a day just reading news
about Adam, listening to his music & thinking of him. Love Adam.
Thanks Valery and I just have to chime in on this comment too and say;
Angela, you’ve really hit a nerve here. I love how you address so up-front in your post how you are mystified yourself on some level as to why Adam has such a pull on you, yet he does, and it’s clear as Valery says that You Are Not Alone–
ELizabeth (I run the celebs blog and like to jump in on the commenting, though I know we most like hearing from the Author Herself, Angela here!)
C’mon, Elizabeth. You know you can’t resist!
Ha! Adam will probably never even get a scratch again, considering all the psychic energy being expended around the world over his happiness and safety. Thanks for reading!
Lol..nice article, but Myygod…you’re gunna drive yourself crazy worrying so much! He’s Human!..He’s.going.to.feel. If he didnt have days where he was sad/anngry/lonely/upset–that would be kinda weird.
As far as the AMA…it was FKKin awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lol. I was sad that he fell…thought he might of hurt himself/been embarassed…but he was fine. People drive me crazy still talking about the AMAs like it was a mistake and unfortunately I’m never going to be able to tell these people–Told Ya So!–cause they will always believe he would have done better had he not..hmm, umm…BEEN HIMSELF.. in that performance… so I will just always have to agree to disagree I guess. At the same time, I’m international…and he’s already doing better internationally…his FYE here is, and has been, doing better than WWFM. So whatev lol! Sorry to all the die hard American fans that the ungodly conservatism (lol–oxymornon?) that runs that country is ruining it for ya! he he.
(Sorry, that was an AMA rant I kno..and it’s NoT directed at the author in anyway! Just leftover anger at people–yes even those Adam ‘fans’ who refuse to ‘get it’.
Hi Bb:
Great analysis of the AMA– Please feel free to rant away on the blog– I like how you say:
“cause they will always believe he would have done better had he not..hmm, umm…BEEN HIMSELF.. in that performance…”
Adam being unafraid to ‘be himself’ seems key to his appeal and the loyalty of his followers– thanks for getting at the heart of the AMA thing and I’d be curious to hear Angela’s thoughts after reading this; she just said ‘oh Adam’ with regards to the AMA so I’m curious if she shares your interesting ‘take’ on what he was up to there– THANXX and come again! Elizabeth
Hi there, Bb! Yes, I do drive myself crazy, it’s true! I KNOW he’s human, that is part of what’s so appealing about him. As for his fall, I didn’t even realize at first that he had done so, because he’s so awesome, he just popped right up and kept on singing like nothing was wrong. What a man!
Thanks for reading and commenting (and ranting!)
Angela, if you want up to date Adam news (and one of the best sites out there) go to Planet Fierce
http://www.planetfierce.proboards.com/
Thanks Nan and thanks to Planet Fierce for spreading word of Angela’s super Adam post–
cheers and welcome to the blog–
Elizabeth
Ooooo, thanks so much! I’ve visited this site on many occasions, trust.
Thanks, Nan!
Hi, are you me? Thanks for writing out loud what many of our lives have become.
What the hell is this Adam Lambert and what has he done with my life? (But keep doing, Adam, cuz you’re doing it perfectly, lol)
Hi Lily–
I love it that you ask ARE YOU ME?
That is such a great way to capture what Angela has captured here– clearly she’s really hit a nerve!
cheers and welcome to the blog–
Elizabeth
Hi Lily,
He is doing it perfectly, isn’t he? It’s so good to know that I’m not the only one staring off into space, dreaming of glitter and fingernail polish all day.
Angela,
Loved your article, it really hit home, I also have Adam on google alert, and I am older than you are!! Yes, I check his twitter obsessively, too!! LOL
Thanks for the laugh, and to know I am not alone in this crazy world of loving Adam!!
Hi Ashes–
Glad to have your voice here– I hope Adam himself sees all
the GlamLove and Google Alerts he has generated!
Elizabeth
(and I’m sure Angela will be weighing in too!)
Thanks for reading, Ashes. Seriously, maybe we do need to start a support group. *stands* Hi, my name is Angela, and I am a Adam addict. I spent 3 hours scouring the bowels of the internet for photos of him today.” No, you are not alone!
OMG!!! This is soooooooooo exactly how I feel!!! I turned 42 a couple months ago, happily celebrated by birthday head over heels in love with Adam Lambert! The sexiest rockstar to come along in this century! (or last as far as I’m concerned, and I loved Paul and Elvis too!) I shouldn’t be here…he shouldn’t affect me this way,….but he does! And Angela honey,…I confess, I’d never be satisfied with just watching those sex tapes! ;D All I can say is,….All Hail Glamrock God Adam Lambert!!! I’ll never get enough of him! Thanks for summing up all my feelings about Adam and, for making have the best laugh I’ve had in weeks!! 😀
Hi AdamLuvr4Life,
Thanks for reading! Yes, that Adam is a wily one, for certain. I think he somehow emits highly addicted radiation waves through our tvs, computer screens, and ipods. He is a sexy beast!
Were we seperated at birth? I think you may be my American twin. I really don’t know what has happened to my life this past year. I keep waiting to snap out of it but there’s no sign of that yet. And what possible useful purpose does my worry serve? Yet somehow, his recieving a karmic reward of a life filled with happiness and contentment seems important. Deary me. It absolutely has come to this.
Hi Legers–
Always good to hear from across the seas and I think you are right that surely Adam must feel the karmic energy coming his way with so many great souls watching out for him!
Angela really captures it all here and it sounds like she’s tapped into a whole movement of Glamlove and GoogleAlerters for Adam–
Cheers from America and the land of Celebrities in Disgrace–
Elizabeth
Wow, I can’t believe you’re the second person from overseas to comment! It’s just a testament to the power of Adam that this little bit of neuroses has made it over the pond, as they say. I keep waiting to snap out of it too, then he does something ridiculously cute, and it starts all over again. He’s a drug! Thanks so much reading!
I need to comment and say this could be me!! I am also too old to be acting like a teenager over Adam Lambert but I can’t help it!! I feel sexually attracted to him, and maternal toward him all at the same time! And I worry about him a lot. Even when I’m at the office. Glad to know I am not the only one!!!!
Hi Leslie–
I love the way you sum this up– sexually attracted and maternal at the same time; lucky Adam for inspiring worry in so many great women–
Thanks for joining the fray here and thanks to Angela for uncovering this whole subculture within the world of Glamlove–
Elizabeth
I think we all feel so protective of him because he is so nice. And obviously his hotness is a given! =)
Angela,
Clearly you are me..
Thank you for encapsulating my life the past year.
Never was in to American Idol, happened to catch Adam’s Frisco audition, now reeled in for life.
“Once I’m in , I own your heart..”
Never truer words have been sung.
Thank you.
Hi MG–
So many commenters are identifying intensely with Angela– it’s great to hear all these voices experiencing this same connection to Adam–
I really hope somehow Adam stumbles upon the blog and feels the GlamLove here–
thanks for your words and I’m sure Angela will be replying soon too–
Elizabeth
It is so true! No one can escape him for long. If we could make every person in the world watch an interview with him, they’d all fall in love.
I can’t think of a more worthy object or person for all this love than Adam.
Hi Circe:
I like your total devotion– Adam himself really should stop by and read heartfelt comments like yours–
he’s a love-magnet–
Elizabeth
It’s funny isn’t it how Adam brings out the both the “mom” and the “star-struck” fan in so many of us. I also spend way too much time reading about Adam but when was the last time such a talented, charming, gorgeous entertainer entered the national consciousness?
One of these days I hope he’s a star on the Justin Timberlake level and if putting in my time every day voting on the Adam polls, requesting his song, buying tickets and flying to his concerts (Palm Springs, here I come) helps him get there, I’m happy to do it.
HI Melissa–
Yes, i am fascinated by the whole maternal/protective side of this particular brand of Glamlove that Angela has captured. And it’s so true that by voting in the polls, buying the tickets– and posting supportive comments, you can help Adam on his way… Thanks for visiting, reading and enjoying–
Elizabeth
I think he’s well on his way to being a megastar. I also put in the time to make things happen for him. He does deserve it.
Great article, and speaks so truly for so many of us! But, if we’re criticising grammar, here’s another one:
” you seemed so angry, and sick, and sweaty, and basically so miserable that me and a friend nicknamed you the Black Cloud of Doom, ”
Um… would you say “me nicknamed you”? No. So, it should be “a friend and I nicknamed.” Yeah, I know, picky, picky, picky. My friends sometimes call me the Grammar Nazi.
Thanks Shannon–
Yes, great article– Yes, i do see what you mean on that grammar point, another that I missed since I was so caught up in the naturalness of Angela’s voice; but we’ll have to look into that and glad that even the ‘grammar police’ did enjoy what Angela has to say!
Elizabeth
I actually do say “me and so and so” all the time. I think most folks do. I know the grammar is technically incorrect, but this is a very tongue and cheek article. There are, in fact, several other technically incorrect things to be found. I, too, am a Grammar Nazi (I’m the proofreader at the law firm where I work), but this article wasn’t about that. It was about my all consuming love for Adam, and sometimes that gets in the way of all that is proper! Glad you liked the article.
Gay he may be, just as he’s two years younger than me, but “little brother” is not what comes to mind when I look at Adam, believe me ……………………..
Hi Caroline–
I like how you come right out and say that this is real attraction here for some of Adam’s female fans– even while they know ‘Gay he may be’…
All very complicated and intriguing and thanks to adding to this ongoing analysis of Glamlove…
E
Oh, I am quite sure if we were a little closer in age I wouldn’t look at him as a little brother, either. In fact, if you ever want to see me turn into a big puddle of goo, just play “Ring of Fire.” That song makes want to do all sorts of filthy things to him. By and large, though, I just want to split a bottle of champagne with him and dance the night away! And make sure he’s getting enough to eat.
Hi Angela! Thanks so much for the great article all about the effects this Adam has on not just you, but all of us. This Adam is to me the male equivalent to the mythological sirens; once you hear him sing, you will morph into something unrecognizable….he owns you body, mind, and soul. You are not the same ever again. He has such a strong balance of male and female energies: he has many traits that are taught to women like compassion, listening skills, vulnerability, etc., combined with a fiercely male sexual energy and traits like business savvy, competitiveness, and fierce performance skills. He is remarkable and that is why I am crazy about him, too. I want to protect him from the haters and homophobes just like everyone else. One of my greatest joys would be to see him have huge success here and around the world. So from one Glamlover to another: go on loving Adam. It isnt the worst thing in the world. He is going to make the world a bettter place.
Wow Cookie–
Thanks for one of the most in-depth analyses yet of Adam’s complex appeal. This ties in with the theory that all the really great riveting performers– Elvis, Michael Jackson– have an androgynous nature, letting them draw on those male and female energies at once–
Thanks for such a thoughtful addition to this Glamlove gathering– Elizabeth
Wow, Cookie, you nailed it! I also think it’s the whole good bad boy thing he’s got going on. He’s definitely naughty, but he’s so sweet. He is making the world a better place, on so many levels. I think he will be an Elvis or Michael Jackson in the long run.
Amazing article. I feel like you have read my mind. You’re article was very entertaining, and very easy to relate to. I’ve got to get some work done :)!
Yes, Angela’s piece is so diverting, she has been keeping many from their professional obligations–
Thanks, Angelraj and hope you are back in the salt mines now, but fortified by Glamlove to carry you through…
ELizabeth
It’s not me that’s distracting, it’s Adam!
Oh wow, soooo funny! cuz I completely recognize myself!!! Laughing and nodding my head at each and every line, including the kiss would have been hot if he didn’t look like he was ripping Tommy’s face off!!! I think the same thing each time I see the pix!! What is it exactly about this boy that does that to us? I would love to be able to dissect it and understand it but I guess we never will. So I continue to be obssessed about Adam and cannot for the life of me figure out why but I take some small measure of comfort that’s its not just me, there are a LOT of us, of all ages, 9 months to 90 years old, from around the world, who love and adore Adam.
What has this man done to all of us indeed! What a great article. I can totally relate. I love him so much too and feel like I know him but of course I don’t. How strange and wonderful it is to be an Adam Lambert fan.
You are totally right. One does feel like they know him. He’s got an amazing ability to make you feel like you could just go up to him and end up being besties for life. Strange and wonderful indeed.
Amen sister. Ditto what you said. I’m a forty-five year old professional woman, and my Thanksgiving was completely ruined by my worry for Adam’s career in the wake of the AMAs. The first thing I used to do every morning was grab the newspaper. Now I google Adam. You are not alone.
Hi Tami–
Thanks for joining in and I’m glad you brought up the AMA–
I’m curious to know more from Angela about how she reacted to the AMA–
We had one comment from an Adam fan who saw it as a great and deliberate performance and Angela in her post doesn’t go into detail on what she felt–
Angela?
Ahhhhhhh, how love your writing!! Mr. Lambert has us so confused…. we want to mother him and be his BFF, yet we can’t quite over look his incredible sex appeal.
So what exactly did we do with our spare time before Adam Lambert? 🙂
This combo of maternal and sexual really is potent–
and yes, Adam-tracking seems to be especially addictive; lots of folks mentioning work going undone; but no one seems to regret a minute!
Hi Ladies: Indeed, what has Adam done to me. I’m even older than you folks – 63 years young and Adam has taken over my life…I even got a tattoo of an Adam face on my right shoulder. I’m flying from Toronto to Fantasy Springs just to get a glimpse of him performing. I travelled to 3 AI shows and also to New York to see him on GMA, oh strike that – “The Morning Show” lol after the infamous AMAs, which I ABSOLUTELY LOVED, except my heart skipped a beat when he fell because I saw vids of the rehearsals and a ninja roll was not supposed to happen.
I love him unconditionally and I’m not quite sure if I love him as a sister, a mother, a friend (and we can’t quite overlook his incredible sex appeal lol) or maybe just a star-struck fan. He confuses me but Angela I’m with you, bring on the sex tapes….hahahaha
Hi Jennifer–
Great to hear from you
I like how your are willing to travel far and wide for Adam
And I love the part about the tattoo–
true devotion!
Hi Jenn–
You sum it up so well in this line:
“worry at times beyond sanity for this lovely man”
And I like how you bring up an additional trait of Adam’s that hasn’t been mentioned as much here: his resilience and ability to act creatively with the lemons of life–
Thanks for adding your thoughts here!
Oh my!! Yes I totally relate and worry at times beyond sanity for this lovely man. What I have started to figure out though is that there is no one who is better at making lemonade out of lemons than Adam Lambert. Doesn’t stop me from looking at every written word online about Adam and admittedly, at times taking on a defense role of a Mama Bear – but I try to be civil and pretend there is some calm sanity happening here. Only my husband knows it isn’t true at all! He calls Adam “your boyfriend”. How did I get possessed is the question I wonder about a lot. Never before has this happened to me (not even as a teen). Thanks for writing about it!!
Great article,your voice speaks for so many of us who have asked the same question.Sometimes I almost feel as if I’m in a trance when I see and hear Adam.He’s that mesmerizing.I can never get enough of him. He’s totally intoxicating
HI Judy–
Thanks for your comment and your description of the entrancing quality of Adam L– also of Angela S, who has captured the voice of so many GlamLovers–
cheers-
Elizabeth
Hi Elizabeth-
I’m thrilled to have found this fantastic blog. I love reading everything about Adam and sharing in a great conversation too !
Is the word yet for Adam L addiction? I mean is it in the dictionary lol?
Hi Emma–
An astute question here– from all the interest we’ve gotten even just here on the blog, I think ‘GLAMLOVE’ should be approved as a brand new word for that Adam Lambert brand of addictive love…
cheers-
Elizabeth
Hi Judy:
Thanks so much for this happy comment to start the day.
Welcome to Celebs in Disgrace and we’re glad to have you here!
Cheers–
ELizabeth